I felt overwhelmed with some kind of a confirmed fact about a human being I’ve know for more tha 10 years. Let’s call one a friend. Some years ago I told my friends that I could not interact with this person so and so….
They said my prejudice was not strongly grounded; I was not supposed to follow my intuition that could not be transcribed into tangible data for them to evaluate. So, we just accepted this person in our circle with my very heavy heart, mine only.
Then one day, today, I got a confirmation that my prediction is true.
The egg in the tip of the horn just fell down and broke.
Trust feels like a thin ice to stand on.
Yet what can I expect to be a human being? It is either to trust or to be trusted; yes. But, I won’t want to betray or to be betrayed anymore– please protect me from being subject or object of betrayal.
Yes, I am willing to experience any kinds of emotions as long as I am sitting in this body. I will….
Please don’t let me deal with betrayal. No more….
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Salaam….
as long as i’m a human, all emotions are perching like a lark on bushes before flying then perching again then flying again as it wishes
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