Journey

Journey to the self
Takes a long and winding road,
Worth doing. Half doneโ€”

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Human beingsโ€™ journey to understand oneโ€™s self is often unpredictable. I never wanted to visit Mecca and Medina yet because of my devotion to a mother, I agreed to go to ensure that she was safe and healthy. And the result was tremendous evolution of self. ๐Ÿ’

To Ibu: I miss you much today ๐Ÿ˜˜

Alfatihah

Masjid Nabawi (Mosque of Prophet) in Medina โ€” where I started strongly realising that there is a journey โ€”a silent oneโ€” that I must commit ๐Ÿ’ someday Iโ€™ll be back with a clearer mind and a calmer heart yet the same level of โ€œdisobedienceโ€ and stubbornness ๐Ÿ˜
where I witnessed how a human beingโ€™s karma is overtly paid off and showing the quality of a person visiting this place – my mother is a humble, kind and very very generous person and in this place she was greeted by sooo many female pilgrims from other countries, requested to take picture together, given a looooooooooot of food every day, given space once arriving in the mosque (her friends in her group were not that much) – me? oh of course she introduced me as her daughter cum translator and then was included in all her blessings ๐Ÿ˜
the only person who could move my heart to finally go – thank you, Ibu; might not be a happy ending for me but was a best start of a journey ๐Ÿ’

where my heart was knocked from inside that the journey is within and silent, a precious gift โ€” the physical is a gift wrap to respect whomever we wish ๐Ÿ’ (Masjidil Haram, Mecca)
a life long pilgrimage of mine ๐Ÿ’ a private, silent, almost secretive so only I and whom I most love know the milestones ๐Ÿ’— others are guessing and interpreting ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ