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Evening awaits
Trippers who miss home. Hurry.
Go home happily.

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good evening, commuters β€” go home happily πŸ’•

never bored with this angle; whatever weather, whatever colour β€” i love to be home πŸ’•

Sweetness of Heart

My life is sugar cane
That I chew in summer day
Before singing.

My life is honeycomb
That I suck in rainy day
Before whistling.

My life is a bowl of ice cream
That I dig in on a quiet day
Before humming.

My life is sweetness of heart
That I choose
Before resting.

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i wish to be back someday to enjoy it in summer πŸ’•

Trace of Power

Power that is left
Tells outer layers of truth
That might not be true.

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And it doesn’t matter as truth might have millions of layers depending on number of thoughts dissecting their stories.

Life is unlimited.

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Okayama Castle – front view

Okayama Castle – back view

super fragrant flower in Karokuen Garden

Drink with Friends

Hold your own beer,
I’m busy with my tea.
Enjoy your brewed fruits,
I’m busy with my brewed leaves.

Toast!
For long friendship
With so much drink
Without getting drunk.

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the chairs are beer barrels, tables are a wooden board on top of piling beer crates, food are mostly beef, beverages are all things

oolong tea for me, beer for Asahi-san, peach tea for Yakisoba-san yesterday night

we told him he still had to help us with errand bags so he’d be better not to get drunk πŸ˜‚

Tokumori Shrine after work today

Green and Greener

It’s green grass back home,
Her grass looks greener, sweeter
Though. Is it the sun?

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There is a proverb in Indonesian β€œrumput tetangga selalu kelihatan lebih hijauβ€œ that literally means neighbours’ grass always looks greener. And yes, that’s always what I feel in many countries outside Indonesia and Singapore yet at the same time I miss to be home in either Indonesia or Singapore where sun is both indulging and heating.

I am truly β€œgreen-eyed” some time. And I so much miss home.

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dancing orange

orange in joy

yellow having a chat

it’s just sweet!

inspiration for the garden right in front of my bedroom; right size to copy β€” thank you!

Love Is Not Leaving

Love is not leaving.
Kernel then seedling then tree;
Stays yet multipliesβ€”

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After some journey and some work finally dinner was here now and it was an unforgettable one.

This long dragged day is nothing compared to today’s dinner. A dinner accompanied by a poem.

Yes my life is full of flower.

Thanks for the blessings!

Salaam.

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sure it is about flowers β€” thanks much! i feel a tiny love bouncing and getting bigger and bigger in my heart when eating

they put it under my green tea; what a sweet creativity this restaurant demonstrates β€” will never forget this!

Nodding Orchids

Those nodding orchids
Complying with breeze flow hum,
Dance then fly away.

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life is just like that β™₯️

found the ID: Brassavola Great Egret

the other one finally bloomed yesterday, both dancing together since then

the slowest to bloom among the gang yet the most gracefully dancing

Today

Celebrate today
β€˜Coz there won’t be tomorrow
Everyday’s today.

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Weekend is packing and doing household chores while enjoying rhythm of the rain.

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some for today with grapes before going out after my success with laundry and this lovely jadah

voila! i will bring some for my next week biz trip β™₯️ we call it JADAH or TETEL or ULI

steam for about 30 min, 45 min max if softer texture is preferred β€” while it is hot, pound it slowly until it becomes cake

add grated coconut

up to this consistency

boil it with coconut milk added, salt is optional based on taste preferred

glutinous rice soaked in water for at least 30 min

Dress Up

Dress up,
Beloved
Even when you work remotely.
Dress up,
Beloved
Even when you’re alone in the cubicle.
Dress up,
Beloved
Even among the crowd; wave your hands with genuine smiles.
Dress up,
Beloved
Even if your style’s outlandish; be busy with how your story can go.

There’s sun spotting your colours.
There’s wind kissing your scent.
There’s moon drawing your silhouette.
There’re stars showering you with breathing confetti.

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all my path is catwalk on which i walk presenting a designer’s masterpiece β€” no excuse of low performance, any chance to walk is to display the best of my designer’s pride

my style is work of art that might be differently interpreted and appreciated β€” it doesn’t matter, people see what they want to see and hear what they want to hear although they can’t lie to themselves

i love my style more and more everyday

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Happy Together

Walking the aisle
Two smiling earthlings can’t stop waving hands
To us
Who wonder
β€œThey were toddlers we hugged,
Now they read solemn vow?”
It is a happy day
When we pray, laugh and eat together
Witnessing happiness that proceeds.

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Matt, my best friend’s youngest son is getting married today! Matt and Cheer, Tante Rike happy for you 😘😘😘 send me all our pictures β™₯️

cheering with groom’s mama after eating πŸ˜‚ day is good with those looking forward to bright days β™₯️

The Poem

My poem for you
Is not in the words.
My poem for you
Sits on the bed of this heart.
The words that you recite
Is what language can say
About what is still,
Admiring you from a secret place
That keeps everything
And keeps flowing.

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some poem is better utterred on canvas

a small play for a toilet at home; an intermezzo to take a break from the gift painting in progress

Love β€˜Coz It’s Time

There’s a crook
I can’t understand.
It is when I saw
You in silence
And said in heart
β€œI find no reason in
You for me to love but
What is this emotion?”
There’s another
I can understand.
It is when I felt
A warm summer
And said in heart
β€œThere’s enough reason to love
You in silence
That forever blooms.”

No reason is needed to love
For love is blind.
Yet there’s reason to keep the love
For love is the only kind.

It’s time
When it’s time.

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my orchids after one week left home alone

welcome! my orchids have taught me that flowers bloom when it’s time; not to be seen, not to be picked, not to be admired; they’re blooming simply to bloom β€” there’s only one reason to understand: it’s time

what is her ID? unknown and still beautifully blooming

with a line of my white shirts hanging as the background, this oncidium is gonna be yellow

another stem of oncidium waiting for its timing to greet me with yellow

dendrobium peeps again β€” thank you

dendrobium from the same cluster in the same pot that keeps greeting me with health and happiness

Dear Omiyage

You’re my best omiyage
From wherever Nihon
I visit.
You’re my desperate love songs
I sing
From wherever corner of the world
I sit.
You’re my sweet mystery
That I can never solve.
Why
Oh why,
Dear
Omiyage?

I present
You to only
Those that I love.

Wrapped in white
Ribboned in red
Wished in indigo

Dear
Omiyage

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Japanese omiyage is the same tradition of Javanese oleh-oleh in which local souvenirs are brought for others after traveling to a specific place or simply when visiting. So it is not just random souvenirs, omiyage or oleh-oleh is a token of experience sharing and caring friendship from someone to someone else.

A sweet gesture that will be perfect when done with sincerity and mindfulnessβ€”

Salaam.

Niigata rice, the best omiyage for good friends this time β€” humble ladies, see you tomorrow πŸ™πŸΌ

About omiyage

Blue on Green

Look! It’s blue on green
Burning spirit to trueness
Of living simple.

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I love the rice field sprawling along the train track in Japan. It brings feel of peace at the same time reminding me that there are still those who are willing to live as farmers even (according to my Japanese friends) with not so high income.

God bless farmers without whom we won’t live.

Salaam.

irrigation that travels like blood in body

the clouds that travel by the wind like dream in mind

Transit

Life’s a swift transit
Where tripper’s redirected
To where home resides.

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before going home i made myself a rush to visit this three-tier turret of Takada Castle

behind the pink

behind the white

behind the purple

and right in front of it

Summer

It’s ever summer
When smile is sweet, words are true.
Then sun is joining.

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thanks, Jasmine-san for bringing me to this place!

summer

pottery is never too cute

it is free opener; two for one diner

my 1st nato in life which was ummm…. and sticky yam or something which was amazing

one of my colleagues who is loving Japanese food will be so happy to finally see me eat sashimi without throwing up πŸ˜‚

i love tempura and this is one of the best one i’ve ever had!!! and much cheaper than the ones in Singapore ☺️

yesss!!! Joetsu rice is the best and so is the sushi! πŸ’•

sushi, sushi, sushi!

this fish cake that i’ll never be able to recook! perfect!

Blessed Belly

This blessed belly sings
And dances then soon to sleep
With a dream waiting.

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i politely rejected an invite of dinner so i could eat alone in an izakaya – 😍 having dinner at the window while seeing people passing by bringing joy or anger after work or school brought me to a corner called β€œthanks god i’m alive”

πŸ’• izakaya with a glass of green tea, carrot juice, and….

potato salad!

edamame obviously

chicken 🫣 oil oil oil!

most of Javanese love this fish! incl me! πŸ’•πŸ˜β™₯️

pickled cucumber

chicken skin and gizzards! i can be joyful just with this cheap food! 😍 but i want the best sushi in town tomorrow! 😁

On A Green Mountain

On a green mountain
She stands, claps and bows to pray
For what’s been wished for.

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Day was clear, no June rain welcomed me. Black birds were cawing but not noisy when I arrived, the caws sounded more like β€œthis woman is not important and harmless, let her do what she wants to do. Leave her alone.”

The scent of just mown grass infused stronger freshness to the hanging air and sprinkled refreshing vibe to the scenery.

A lady in the shrine shop greeted me excitedly in Japanese which made me feel like attending an oral communication test with a desperate teacher thinking β€œfail, fail, fail”. Yet her beautiful smile cajoled me to take one ema (wooden plaque in shrine to write wishes and prayer) to write what I wish to wish forever for me and everyone.

About ema

The most impressive that day were the taxi drivers who drove me to the shrine and back to the hotelβ€” both were willing to find the most basic vocabulary and grammar to make me feel good to practice my pre-basic Japanese; two grandfathers who accompanied a confused granddaughter blabbering Japanese gibberish.

Yet the shrine itself was the cherry on top of the cake that day. Shrine and castle never fail me!

Thank you, Kasugayama Mountain for welcoming me and letting me enjoy the shrine and its surrounding.

Thank you for letting this heart throb seeing what can grow in silence and for letting this soul sit still observing what can leave with no trail.

I am lucky. Always.

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going in to the Kasugayama Shrine compound

my friend asked me in Instagram β€œhow many steps?” i said to her β€œi didn’t count, i will next time” but in my heart β€œone third of my breath” πŸ˜€

torii at the front gate of Kasugayama Shrine

ablution station before stepping to the shrine inner area to pray

i wish prosperity and blessings for my company β™₯️β™₯️β™₯️

ema: after almost 50 years living, i can only wish the loudest possible in my heart β€œMay All Beings Be HAPPY. All my dreams come true. β™₯️”

prayers are hanging everywhere, tied anywhere β€” people want their wishes come true; as simple as that

if people don’t believe in the power beyond powers, why do they want to pray? to boost confidence? formality? culture? i’m sure they do it because they’re sure it is there whatever people call it beyond what’s taught in religions β€” i pray as others do

do you know the guy standing on the hill? Uesugi Kenshin β€” respected daimyo in his era

About Uesugi Kenshin

there is Kasugayama Castle ruin on top of the Kasugayama mountain β€” i didn’t go though, maybe next time

Ride The Life, Don’t Fly

I used to fly the life
Faster and quieter,
Passing by blue sky,
White clouds over the lands and oceans.
Yet now I ride mine
Slower and merrier,
Passing greenery and buildings.
I heard others chat and laugh;
I am not curious about the convo
But I enjoy the laughter.
I will arrive slightly later
But happier,
Friendlier,
And luckier.

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riding Shinkansen is more exciting than flying, I used to fly from one city to another in Japan but not anymore although recommended for some areas β€” always get new things in each ride! πŸ’

i feel lucky always and today i see same combinations of numbers appeared repeatedly that has made me feel even luckier β€” although i don’t know, i prefer to believe that it is a good sign before i forget it πŸ˜„

844

Hakutaka 555 departed at 844

sometimes i am superstitious 😁

yet i thank him for making some of my superstition sound scientific 😁

Just Believe

Do you believe sun will rise in the east?
I don’t need to believe because I know it does.

Do you believe your mother will love you unconditionally?
I believe it? I know she does.

Do you believe love will guarantee your happiness?
I do believe it will.
Why?
I do believe because I don’t know.

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i know Doraemon has a magical pouch from which he pulls all what he needs to either solve problems or to entertain Nobita β€” i believe he will give Nobita lessons learnt to wise up including giving him rather dangerous disaster, yet i know it is just a story

i believe i need to replace my Doraemon bag with one cuter one as i know someone would love to use this Doraemon bag for her weekend hangout πŸ˜€

In Some Frames

In some frames she sees
Joy and fun. Simple actions:
Plain humanity

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one of our young friends in Indonesia is having birthday soon and she wants wishes from overseas as present so i was requested to take picture here and later when i arrive in my destination saying β€œHappy Birthday …. from ….” πŸ₯°

why bookmarks are cute? 🫣 a young friend used to bring me bookmarks whenever meeting me until she realised that i use random paper to mark my reading πŸ˜… and i mostly forget where i insert my bookmarks so i just lose most of them πŸ™πŸΌ sorry

many said waiting is the most boring activity β€” not if we know that it is for something worthy πŸ’ or at least seeing many airport officers do their jobs make me realise everyone matters in life

please put the trolley back after use to the trolley station, this simple act (of either you call it kindness or self discipline) helps them a lot πŸ’ don’t forget to give them smile 😊

Surrender

With no white towel
I surrender
To the realm that hugs this heart.
I am water flowing
With no effort
To the ocean that waits for this mind.
How would this name
Say no to a call that sings love songs?
I submit everything
With a smile
And grace.
Body, mind, spirit and soulβ€”

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Jun 10, 2023
when the air taps my whole reality
with everything subtle and overwhelming

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please excuse my strong arms πŸ˜€

after the Tapa Brata my classmates and I are still escorted to meditate everyday of 60 minutes for 90 days

it should be 36th day today but i only have 33 days in which i am able to do full meditation β€” in fact my doctor was quite surprised that unbelievable progress is indicated in better numbers from the laboratory test result after i meditate regularly β€” happy tears πŸ₯Ή

my health is much better with calmness that is on track and harmonious thought that builds gradually

i’ve registered to next level Tapa Brata next Sep so i can get more benefits to help certain issues in this beloved aging body and to strengthen my mind

can’t wait to meet with the wise teachers who guide us and humble caretakers who help us with daily needs in Forest Island πŸ₯°

i don’t know for sure what i can share from my achievement through meditation yet maybe someday i can help others reduce health complaints at low cost β€” i’ve always wanted to cure diseases with fragrance and herbs; my high intelligent friends said β€œpseudoscience, a crap wrapped in fancy paper”, i said β€œit doesn’t matter at least i can help them feel calmer and think positive”

all what happen in my life are like magic both the unexpected and expected β€” i hope my meditation brings more good magical celebrations to me and my beloved family and friends

and all…

May All Beings Be Happy

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Lightning

Lightning is so quick
Striking sight with its brightness
Before earth goes silent.

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Love is sometimes a sight that attracts the eyes, strikes in less than one minute, blinds the eyes for some longer time before gradually clears the mind again. Gradually yet surely πŸ’ with intensifying silence and lack of reciprocity. Life will be back to its true beauty.

May all beings be happy.

in this case a writer is either a loyalist or a stupid! both not equivalent with the brilliance in his/her writings πŸ˜‚

Romantic

What’s romance, my love?
Is roses stay in the branch
With no disturbance.
They’re unpicked until falling
Gracefully kissing the earth.

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Yogyakarta is one of the most romantic cities on earth, where life is automatically slowing down and love can be felt sweeter, simpler and longer; my friends said β€œthe most romantic or the cheapest?” i said cheerfully β€œi love cheap things that make me happy including cheap friends, people with high maintenance cost please go away” πŸ˜„

one serene night in Stasiun Tugu

Scent of Flowing Air

No scent is missed,
No inhaled air is empty.
The scent is a box of coloured mist
To bring in imagery.

These nostrils celebrate days
Through haling the loaded air
And propelling power through stories,
Millions of stories shared.

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can’t leave without scent, good or bad

and its evolving fragrance, softened before dried

sadly this leaf was not so nicely scented πŸ™πŸΌ thrown away

batik has a good scent as it is washed with lerak (soap berry)

frangipani, a flower that is popular as graveyard flower in Java island β™₯️ sweet fragrance of the death

i miss the scent of the thin air by the rice field under the blue sky πŸ’

Pearls in A Strand of Friendship

How’s life, dear pearls of friendship?
Your shadow flashed in the tips of these eyes
All of a sudden.
I wish you all good heart
That shines
Through the orbits
Of all friendly comets
That travel the universe
Bringing verses
About love and friendship
That last forever
With the expanding universe.
You are truly loved
And missed….

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Brisbane 2017 with Mbak Wien, my friend back in uni the only person able to make me sit in a club for almost 5 hours in a riverbank of a Brisbane river (not sure what river it was though), yet she was not successful to make me drink but jugs of orange juice

a loving daughter and sister, a wife of a kind man, a mother of 2 brilliant boys, a rather crazy friend

when will i see you again? maybe some day when i’m back to down under

God bless you πŸ’ and all my dear friends πŸ’