Misunderstood (Bon Jovi)

Sometimes they just don’t know; you are misunderstood. Oftentimes.

They can only see your clothing, without seeing the scars and smooth skin covered. Who knows? Only you and those witnessing incidents and occasions of yours directly. And that’s why it is ok to be misunderstood.

Keep your love only for your knowledge and the beloved.

Keep your life only for those whose eyes can see their own scars without doubting their own smoothness and see their smoothness without denying their scars. Those ones, even when they don’t know your intention, won’t judge you even in silence. They will only say “Ah! We’ve been through the same tides!” Or, if not yet, they would say “Oh! I should be ready to face what she has.”

Remember that your words are what will be read and heard, your deepest meanings belong to you, and you only.

There is a point in which they will leave you. And that’s when they can’t see you and so they feel insecure about themselves.

It’s fun to live like Mother Earth. The dwellers make stories on her. The farmers take care of her. The scientists study her. The traders transact whatever in her. The owner….

Keep walking.

Even you are misunderstood.

Just don’t lose the hope to LOVE,

Whatever they define you through what’s you convey.

Bon Jovi’s song entitled “Misunderstood”,will make them misunderstand you even more because of the video clip; because of the lyrics; because they are not able to deploy the deepest meaningof what’s conveyed, because they are not truly conveyed, because they are just dwelling. They won’t be able to see you through; they can only guess in laughter, and they are almost always wrong.

A Lab That Recognises Other Labs (ranting)

A lab, Beloved
Is it closed on a Sunday?
I'd like to meet you.

This life to me is a laboratory in which I do my jobs to become. Every day is a new expression, experiment, finding, disclosure, on and on. My senses are the doors with which all the consumables, samples and specimens that sometimes line up nicely on the racks of my labs, or sometimes just fall down on the floors as a bulk, or sometimes disappear before even being touched or registered.

How do I feel in a lab?

That’s not the right question. It should be how do I feel as a lab?

It’s so fun to catch everything flying like dusts through my senses: messy messages, unfiltered algorithms, layered truths, disguised symbols, weak signals, etc…. They started approaching me as disturbances in my early tenure in the lab, until finally I realized that I’ve been a lab prepared & grown with high technology named “human being”—that was when they started becoming the witnessed, the witness, the evidences and the proofs that days in life are chains of processes whose miracles are blinking as information, data, insight and wisdom on and on and on. I thought information to data to insight to wisdom was a rigid line; then again this lab strangled me with reality that with my simple observation and questioning, even a wisdom could have beeen an info or data. 

The way I’ve made hypothesis has educated me with “smart guess” when direct answers are on the way. The predictions loyally accompany me on the way of experimentation in which by times I have to let go a lot of variables after trial and error with which I keep everything else exactly the same; letting go off variable is truly big leaps in my lab—teaching me that nothing can live forever even when I stay loyal to it.

If I have a database built in, probably the data in my lab can connect to the akashic records in which everyone else’s akashic ribbons intertwined or at least touch lightly with each other. That explains why sometimes our analysis is similar or even exactly the same even when we don’t know each other—my lab database recognizes other human being’s lab database obviously.

Life is never about conclusion although in the lab I have made a lot of conclusions and put them in the database; yet I am sincerely waiting anytime to re-open the conclusion when the coming specimen tells me to do so. My conclusion will be forced to peel another layer of the onion.

My friendship is precious because my friends & the way we relate with one another have been the power of check and balance to my arrogant if not intelligent conclusions. Peer review among human beings (through direct or indirect interactions) is inevitable.

Alamak! I believe I’m a living witness that the lab is not only me; everyone is. Hello, fellow scientists!

How amazing life is!

Dear, Beloved. It is blessed to be alive. Someday when this blessing is taken back, please make it a gift to those finding it.

Thank you.

Dear, Love….

(continually updated for clarity and accuracy, fyi I rarely review my draft before uploading) 🍀

Scientists We Are

Silently we are smart,
Formulating,
Concocting,
Predicting,
Denying at the same time.
Scientists we are.

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if the ¥1 floats on the water (not in the air as captioned), our wish come true 😀

it is not magic yet it is fun to bet on what to happen scientifically against what good thing to expect to happen if the science is successful

my friend will go to Osaka and i wish that i can ask that friend to pray for me by floating one coin 😀