I am almost 40 years old. So happy, without reason — age is not a reason to be happy. I just accept the way I am growing old, physically and mentally.
I was born in a family of seven. My late father, a wise simple man. My mother, the beautiful Javanese woman who is nurtured by this grand nature to be a super patient lady. Two brothers and two sisters. We are seven in a package, with ups and downs and some knots in our journey of life. And, now I have one son called Bob (Robert de Niro is his full name), my dear cat I’ve adopted as a son several years ago.
One more grey cat – we named him Mr. Gray – sleeps every single day in our verandah; so, let’s call him another additional family member.
I can’t give something extraordinary to them except one. Love…
I have nothing that grows forever, everlasting and without limit except love. I send it to my family members every single second with or without realising it.
All my family is in Indonesia. I am in a small country, Singapore. Not really far but less accessible sometimes.
When missing my family, I just open their pictures and send them my positive vibration. Or, I close my eyes, imagine their faces and send my energy to them.
It is a cloudy day, my love is still growing…. I am sending positive energy from Singapore to Indonesia, to cover my family or even all people there so that they feel the love that grows forever.
I also send my love to my dear Bob that has been so much lovely in his presence and absence to my physical. I love you, cat…
Mr. Gray, my love is for you. Be still, there coiling your fattening body until a plate of meal is served to you… Of course you should be patient until Bob is doing and you will have to have your meal together with him.
My love is also for all my neighbours, friends and all animals there… Be happy. I hope things go right… All violence is eradicated. You are living in happiness and peace…
To the world, earth and all the creatures in it… My love is growing forever for me and you… for us…
This love is precious. Never go away….
Singapore, February 8, 2014 – 5:11pm