Rabbit or Cat?

Rabbit or cat? Look closer. If itโ€™s hopping or running. Squeak or meow?

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Everyone is off on Chinese New Yearโ€ฆ.. Only on when sending CNY wishes ๐Ÿ˜Š

happy year, everyone ๐Ÿ‡
make the best slam dunks, everyone! ๐Ÿ‡
enjoy good life, everyone! ๐Ÿ‡
happy holiday, everyone ๐Ÿ‡
ohโ€ฆ. suddenly one colleague ruined our day by saying itโ€™s cat and not rabbit year ๐Ÿ˜

Travel

Travel light is fun,
With so little to carry.
Prancing deer,
Safe in the forest,
No tiger,
No bear,
Just green and breeze.

Travel full is peace,
With all so prepared.
Walking elephant,
Graceful in the desert,
No hyena,
No lion,
Just sun and breeze.

Letโ€™s travel
With light heart,
Flying eagle,
Free in the high,
No storm,
No lightning,
Just blue and breeze.

Letโ€™s travel
With full heart,
Humming alpaca,
Peaceful in the hill,
No distress,
No agitation,
Just earth and breeze.

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distracted between travel light and travel full ๐Ÿฅธ
decided with travel full ๐Ÿ˜Ž so full!

Rayuan Pulau Kelapa

There is mother whom you were born by, biological mother. There is mother where you are part of a history, motherland.

wherever I am, wherever I go, with whomever, you are my motherland โ€” Indonesia โ€” I am blessed to be part of you how much ever it is โ€” thank you โ€” ๐Ÿ’
Tanah airku Indonesia
Negeri elok amat kucinta
Tanah tumpah darahku yang mulia
Yang kupuja sepanjang masa
Tanah airku aman dan makmur
Pulau kelapa yang amat subur
Pulau melati pujaan bangsa
Sejak dulu kala
Melambai lambai
Nyiur di pantai
Berbisik bisik
Raja Kelana
Memuja pulau
Nan indah permai
Tanah Airku
Indonesia

Your Eyes

Your eyes, Beloved
Drown me to a depth of soul
Where you hide nowhere.

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are your eyes still the same? ๐Ÿ˜ sometimes you need to change your profile picture to show how your eyes wise up ๐Ÿ˜

CNY Is An Inch Away

Another new year with another long weekend. Added holidayโ€”

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most of us will take a leave to have a longer break esp combined with CNY holiday โ€” iโ€™ve gotta start packing ๐Ÿ˜ Happy (another) New Year! dream come true!
seeing solanum in a flower arrangement is rare blessings
2023 is my year; major dreams come true! ๐Ÿ’

It Does Well

It sways flexibly
In stormy days.
It grows calmly
In sunny days.
It roots perennially
In the meadow.

It sings;
It hums;
It mutes;
It sees;
It hears;
It touches;
It tastes;
It smells;
In silence
Perfectly.

It does well.

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these flowers survive the storm and continue living in bright days on and on and on between those two situations only through a friendship with the meadow ๐Ÿ’

Charlie Chaplin to Us

Laughter is the breeze caressing the hair waving to the morning sun.

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A posting landed on my Instagramโ€™s Home, it was Charlie Chaplinโ€™s small details that are meaningful to me who love to laugh but often fail to make jokes. Most of my jokes are garing (crispy-dry, not funny; Bahasa Indonesia slang). ๐Ÿ˜

Salaam.

Sweet Day

Any day can be sweet with some setting on the tongue. Avoid chilli.

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was craving for sugar at around 3pm in the office, about to have thisโ€ฆ. no no no
this? no no no
decided! chocolate brioche โ€” chocolate never fails me!

Fast Food

No food for dinner, no food tapao (take away food, Singlish & Manglish) from office cafeโ€ฆ. So, I was thinking of buying food online.

Umโ€ฆ

I found some chicken in the freezer, a lot of herbs in the basket and coincidentally picked some blimbing wuluh from the condoโ€™s public herb garden on my way home. So garang asem or chicken in herbal coconut milk was the best decision for (late) dinner. While ideally garang asem should be wrapped in banana leaf, it was not today in my kitchen. All was just my styleโ€ฆ. ๐Ÿ˜˜

So is there really fast food? To me fast food is whatever can be cooked from whatever in the storage with no rush. 30-45 minutes is almost the same with the length of delivery time for a bowl of pho or ramen or a plate of biryani or a box of Korean chicken or a package of Indonesian anything food.

And it was super freshly fragrant delicious chicken in herbal coconut milk in the universe! ๐Ÿ˜

I love Javanese cuisine!

Thank you for today!

๐Ÿ’•

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thereโ€™s public herb garden right above level 1 parking area and anyone can enjoy the crop reasonably – thank you for your idea, blimbing wuluh

More pictures of blimbing wuluh

while waiting for lemongrass to arrive, other ingredients were sitting nicely on the cutting board ๐Ÿ˜ not so fresh yet i love all of them ๐Ÿ˜
this chicken from the freezer must come out before the CNY holiday next week! ๐Ÿ˜˜
it should have been wrapped chicken in herbs but no fresh banana leaves to wrap and the amateur chef was too tired to go detailed ๐Ÿ˜
tada! chicken in herbal coconut milk was served for dinner; the left over? for tomorrowโ€™s lunch box ๐Ÿ˜˜

About garang asem

Pink Roses

Pink roses in a vase welcome seven cold guests, turning them to smiles.

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an innocent staff put these roses in a vase to welcome us; she said the roses were grown in the dorm garden, which we found true; what a sweet gesture ๐Ÿ’ (Nagano, 2014) โ€” we should have smiled more widely to her ๐Ÿ˜ see you again this year

Pak Gita & dr. Ryu

Good morning, from where I am.

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why I like this neurologist? super smart and will make people feel like his friends and help us learn/unlearn/relearn based on science ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ he said in this podcast โ€œreading is not important to all, it is important to those curious about scienceโ€ ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ he also believes life is about collaboration rather than competition ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ but his tongue is spicy and salty to those trying to weakly challenge his arguments ๐Ÿ˜

Love Birds Tweet

Silence sits among storm, wonโ€™t sit in a temple. Sheโ€™s been far away happy, leaving two love birds tweeting noisily.

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Some people donโ€™t want happy ending for everyone but themselves and wonโ€™t stop communicating their hostility in any other way even when they know they have won the game. Oh! Perhaps they never know what victory is, they misunderstand it with justification.

Salaamโ€ฆ

is it the note, the clef or the heart shape or the space the illustrator wants to emphasise? many will (mis)interpret based on their own experience or even assumption, exactly like a literature which is interpreted differently and the literary person smiles wide as she knows the more interpretations are awarded to a poem, the more successful the poet is โ€” ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜Ž

Ode to Day

Dear, day.
Do you know that I never stop waiting for you?
When my watch ticks a second,
My heart drips a note,
My pulse vibrates softly,
I know I am closer to you.

Dear, day.
Do you know that every part of you blesses me?
When morning breaks,
Noon flares,
Dusk fades to night,
I know the next you is waiting
For me.

Day oh day
Many I canโ€™t understand,
Much I canโ€™t decipher,
Little I can see,
Very few I can give
Yet I still hope
To meet you again.

Dear, day.
How I am blessed with family,
Gifted with friends,
Sufficed with this self,
You are still the one
Sung by this heart.
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
All have been today
And never faded away.

I am blessed, day
With another you
In the best way.

And for you
I am grateful.

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as dark as serene night
as shadowy as calm dusk
as bright as each and every morning
she is well protected under the shade of glorious sunflowers ๐Ÿ’
dear sunflower ๐Ÿ’•
and the white drops of details
when all glass vases are prioritised for orchid roots, fondue pot be todayโ€™s best choice ๐Ÿ’
all must be got rid of in order for the flower arrangement to get a spacious and โ€œcleanโ€ background โ€” there is always thing to prioritise; if it is not you, donโ€™t feel bad โ€” itโ€™s just like that everyday so just be blessed with becoming either 0 or 1 in this binary world ๐Ÿ’•

Love Diaries in A Library

This life is a library
Keeping all collections,
Reference to public,
Exclusive to a lover,
One lover.
The
Belovedโ€”

Read,
Beloved
Any scrolls
In this library.

Read,
Lover
The diaries
In the secret dungeon.

Read,
Beloved
With naked eyes, or
With any glasses on the shelves.

Read,
Lover
Through letters and numbers,
Shapes and colours.

Read,
Beloved
This library is open
As long as you are awake.

Read,
Lover
Before you sleep
When Iโ€™ll be reading you through.

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my earlier diaries are true stories through naked eyes; the later are colours, shapes, numbers, words in various styles and figures of speech needing some tricks and tips to sense layers of meanings and information โ€” we are all writers, librarians and readers ๐Ÿ’

About the photo

Free Will

Free will? What is that? This breath is what you blow in to me to love you.

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Realising more and more that her life is free of free will; she needs causes and reasons to do anything she does even for her brain to think about what things to think ofโ€” there is a bond invisible and invincible.

She surrenders to the bond. ๐Ÿ’

Happy weekend.

Salaam.

two new buds not coming out of free will ๐Ÿฅฐ there are reasons, there are causes

Corner

In a bright corner sheโ€™s seen. The sun sends her light reflecting bright life.

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this is more than enough to put me in a good mood after a long trip; she delivers a stem of buds after moved to a corner where sun greets her directly โ€” thank you!

Taste

How many tastes can she experience in joy? 5 or 7?

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Realising that the best taste is not any of those 5 or 7; the best taste is only 1: to love. ๐Ÿ˜Š

Days of love be likeโ€ฆ

well done beef
sate kambing (lamb skewer)
ayam geprek (smashed chicken)
nasi rames (combined dish riced)
gado-gado (vegetables in peanut sauce)
lumpia sayur (vegetable spring rolls)
pisang goreng (fried banana)
the baked and cherry
the baked and blueberry
mango ๐Ÿ’ and pumpkin seeds

Friday

Friday, this bright light blinks to the eyes not stopping staring at the heart.

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Masjid Istiqlal โ€” after more than 10 years
shollu โ€˜alannabiy ๐Ÿ’
waiting for a friend who said โ€œletโ€™s meet up in Istiqlal Mosque, Thursday night welcoming Friday would be a good night to pray for beautiful 2023โ€ ๐Ÿ’

Dancing Dolls

Dolls dance following the rhythm of the carverโ€™s breath. Standing ovationโ€”

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dancing dolls, how attractive you are! i enjoy watching your unmoved movements then applaud as thatโ€™s what you are made for ๐ŸŽŽ

Magical Rain

Water slides down the green swiping dryness. Rain sprays the earth with 
magic.

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all that is not yet explained by science appears like magic to me โ€” the biggest magic to me is love that has brought me to clearer vision about people and everything around them ๐Ÿ’•

When traffic is magically clear in Greater Jakarta, arriving (too) early is part of blessings. Good morningโ€ฆ! Good morning, early birds!

Donโ€™t Skip The Waiting

The seed doesnโ€™t sleep. It pushes up out of soil bringing new green life.

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Receiving an email from an airline (in the middle of a meeting) that I missed its morning flight today, I felt like getting a slap on the face yet right away felt lucky to be assisted by our companyโ€™s travel department to fly in the only-flight-with-available-seat this evening. I was put as a โ€œstand-byโ€ (#2 not #1) as all authorized flights were fully booked. Thank you!!! ๐Ÿคฉ

No rush? Luckily I did pack clothes in vacuum bags earlier and other needed supplies ready to pack, people were happy when meetings were postponed to the next day, this person always takes a bath in the morning. Butโ€ฆ. The hair had to compromise – not ready to shine as daily shampoo is sometimes skipped when the hair bearer is working from home. It doesnโ€™t matter, good day is not always perfect.

1st in my trip history and wonโ€™t want to repeat it at any situation. Bismillah! ๐Ÿ’•

Thanks much for all the blessings!

Lessons learnt: click the correct colour codes in iCal, set alarm 24 hours before a flight, donโ€™t arrange many calls before a flight, just remember, just donโ€™t forget, just donโ€™t forget, always thank for all the help from any possible support and donโ€™t skip daily shampoo! ๐Ÿ™‚

waiting lounge is for waiting, not to rush so wait patiently and donโ€™t forget any planned trip! ๐Ÿฅฐ
when stomach waits too long and canโ€™t wait any longer ๐Ÿ˜Š
some people just love to skip the waiting, I will never ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ

Lazed

Is it lazed or slowed? The day seems long without you around the pink sky.

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indomie is the best in lazy day ๐Ÿ˜

doesnโ€™t look amazing but tastes like soul! ๐Ÿฅฐ

Your Eyes

Your eyes,
The windows with which stories inside are peeped and the stories outside are perceived.

Your eyes
Scanning, skimming all that spread in the universe with just one blink.

Your eyes
Without glasses are beacons guiding me to which route taken. No doubt, no bargain.

Your eyes
That are missed. Are they as bright as before? Might be brighter with the life across my universeโ€ฆ

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see things through birdโ€™s eyes ๐Ÿ’•

Welcome

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Welcomed by a home with greenery to be cooked, she builds a sweet mood.
fridge gave me a surprise to make lunch – thanks for the left over of vegetables and beef ๐Ÿ˜

Home Missed

Thereโ€™s home thatโ€™s missed lingering around the heart. Let it in with joy.

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slightly boring, yes โ€” back home is the happiest ๐Ÿ’ i miss the kitchen, the orchids, the bikes, the books, the canvas, the paper and all that I can do in that tiny space
oooh and time to bring my luggage to its repair center ๐Ÿ˜˜