A Door

A door, Beloved
Your way I take to enter
The way of loving--

some people said to me directly and some indirectly “my way or no way”

my life is like one-way highway with no U-turn with which the choice is chosen by itself, go ahead and that’s it! when I choose my way, the way becomes bumpy and muddy and not safe,

so I’ve never really thought about my way

letting it be instructed through my heart and follow Life’s way

so when some ask “my way or no way”, I’ll smile and think

maybe those people’s life has been so easy and smooth that all their way is running without any interruption or alteration or even 100% negotiation

maybe

but I again just smile and try to understand while waiting whose way is winning

I Can’t Yet I Can

I can't talk about
You all the time,
People will think I am crazy
Or crazy about
You.

But how can I
Stop thinking about
You, while obviously
You are everywhere
I am?

blaming why a plate seems empty but actually full of unseen material

aka

what is wanted is obvious, but there is no way — don’t blame the guest standing in front of the door, blame the host not responding to the greeting

You, Me, Shadow?

opening the door,

will I see you?

or, is it only your shadow? pretending to be you….

did I live with you? or with your shadow?

is it now that you are real or shadow?

 

tears flow, flowing along the path pushing through the door at the end.

what end? is there an end?

or a start? what should be started?

 

are you there?

welcoming me or welcoming my shadow?

am I real me or just my shadow?

 

just the two of us….

staring at each other – shadow to shadow?

 

I just hope you are the one behind the door….

 

Hilton KL – April 30, 2014 – 12:49am

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DOOR OPENS AND WELC0MES

DOOR OPENS AND WELC0MES

Once the d0or opens, it is welc0ming.
Welc0ming marching steps with a new ro0m.
A ro0m where challenges manage go0d deed.
Go0d deed with which this do0r was openned.

Be happy because men’re b0rn free.
Free to penetrate do0r after do0r between two points.
Point 1, you’re alive; point 2, you’re rekindled.
Rekindled and never die, that’s life, real.
Real life is entering do0r after do0r and never looking back.
Look forward, all are there: your past, present, future.

March 31, 2010 – 11:23pm