A rendezvous
Pouring some unmet wordsβ
Itβs a rendezvous
Exchanging stories,
Laughing at saved jokes,
Frowning on some questions to answer.
A true moment
Capped with
An βAu revoir!β
Whoohoo!
β-
π£

graphs of my Universe
A rendezvous
Pouring some unmet wordsβ
Itβs a rendezvous
Exchanging stories,
Laughing at saved jokes,
Frowning on some questions to answer.
A true moment
Capped with
An βAu revoir!β
Whoohoo!
β-
π£

Iβm a nut
In a gigantic machine.
Even if Iβm missed,
The machine still works wonder.
And so be it.
Iβm a grain of sand
In a far vast sand dune.
Even if Iβm missed,
The land still spreads wonder.
And so be it.
Iβm a drop of water
In a cask of wine.
Even if Iβm missed,
Youβre still having happy hour.
And so be it.
Iβm one in billions
In this spinning plane.
Even if Iβm missed,
It wonβt mean less greater.
And so be it.
Life is so fragile
Yet so dense
Like a spider web
Wrapping a prey
Before itβs dissolved
Awayβ¦.
And
You are
Written in this tiny matterβ
β¦.. so be it.
β-

Temasek – May 4, 2022 / rainy morning, 4:50
A wise teacher said:
If you have a space for shelter,
A plate of rice for meal,
A job for a living;
Thatβs when youβre blessed.
I couldnβt say a word
To deny.
Itβs true
And
Only true.
β-
Enjoy!






I learn
Life is about counting gates of moments.
Itβs not what I celebrate,
Itβs how I celebrate.
They call it this,
I call it that,
Itβs a day dyed with red, blue, yellow
Yet
Really the day wonβt describe its own color when asked.
One more day to celebrate!
β-
Itβs not unusual Ramadhan is closed on different days by different groups of Muslim esp. in big country like Indonesia. One group may close Ramadhan on 29th day, the other on 30th. Itβs not a big deal (although some noisy people like to debate about it) but itβs not simple things to explain. Overall the difference is due to 2 different methods of seeing the crescent moon visibility in the horizon – one group is using mathematical astronomy (computation), the other physical observation (telescope).
This year most of my family in Indonesia celebrated the Eid yesterday, I in Singapore today.
Without further adoβ¦.

Celebrate moments that are given in life including this festivity. Every moment is a gate to another moment before entering the next gate of moment. After entering Ramadhan gate, now Syawal gate, whatβs next? Any should be simply a gate to start or to restart or to continue.

Gate after gate before finally the grandest gate β©

once moreβ¦
Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri 1443H
Home is where heart feels safe and calm. And going home is always something to cherish. One of terminology for going home in Indonesia βonly in Indonesiaβ is mudik. Some consider mudik as a derivational Indonesian and Malay word from the words βme+udik= mengudik = mudikβ that means going back to home town (udik= home town, rural). However, it is also allegedly an acronym of two Javanese words mulih (going home) and sedhiluk (for a short while). The mudik tradition is done on one celebrated religion festive day called Hari Raya Idul Fitri (the Eid Mubarak after Ramadhan). It is a massive movement happens from medium to big cities to smaller regions/towns/districts/villages where senior family members (grand parents, parents) usually reside.
Mudik is one cultural side product of urbanisation. Urbanisation as a population shift from rural to urban areas due to concentration of modern work styles (non agricultural) has left minimum of not no choice to younger people to go to bigger cities to work in big companies or manufacturing sites. And, as they have left their homes with parents and other groups of elders, they see the need to go home regularly. As much as they want to meet the elders more often to pay homage, their work duties have only allowed them to do it annually.
Why Hari Raya Fitri is the most chosen? It is closely related to the fact that especially in Java island the biggest population is Muslim. But not only Muslim will do mudik, other religion believers also do it as they want to enjoy the festivity with their Muslim family and friends. Everyone loves Hari Raya Idul Fitri. Everyone looks forward to mudik every year.
Aside from that it is the best time for a rendezvous, mudik is also associated with the word Fitri literally meaning βbecoming holy againβ or βgoing back to the origin of creation which is sinlessβ. So mudik isnβt only physical movement to where people were born, itβs also commemoration of going back to holy again (although the holiness isnβt the point as no one alive is truly holy), going back to the origin of creation (to realise that how big their success in career in the cities, they are still human beings created by God, born by a mother and raised by parents in rural area).
Maybe only Indonesians can really relate with this. Weβre so blessed. π
This year is gonna be one of the biggest after the lock-down thingy due to the beloved COVID-19. Canβt wait to finally meet with my beloved family and friends after 2 yearsβ£οΈ
Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri. Maafkan lahir dan bathin. π£
Note: Hari Raya Idul Fitri = Lebaran = Riyaya = Baβdan = Eid Mubarak

Singapore – May 1, 2022 / 22:20
Hi, Purple Crocus.
You must have been hugged by snow,
Now rise joyfully.
β-
How is it possible for a seed to grow if not because of a warmth hug from Mother Earth blanketed by white snow?
May all beings be happy.
Iβm so blessed with such a looooong weekend that I say it again and again and wonβt stop playing with colours.
βοΈ

Orchids, Beloved,
Greeting beholders offer
Beauty of their life.

Itβs almost end of Ramadhan π£ what comes next should be its footprints

a day with yourself breathing well is a blessing β enjoy it like a long long weekend π£


Roses, Beloved
Gift born by Mother Nature.
A beau with sharp thornsβ
β-
When you love a flower, let it stay in its tree until it passes away by the warmth of the day prince and the coolness of the night queen. It deserves nothing but appreciation; admiration is too fake for a shirt life of a rose.
Weekend, weekend! Very looong weekend!
π£

Beauty, Beloved
Bodily fades. Beauty stays
Only as value:
Commitment, integrity.
Forever? Yes, forever.
β-
I wonβt exchange anything in me with anything from any other beautiful, rich, sexy women who look happier and more successful because I love the way Mother Nature presents life through this very journey.
Watching physical deterioration is provoking yet amazing. Seeing my own picture from small girl to adult mature, it takes courage to tell myself that who was radiantly strong has grown to this dully weak. At the same time it takes courage to tell myself that who was carelessly egotistical has grown to this wisely humble.
Thanks so much for all the lessons and gifts. I wonβt regret. π£
May all beings be happy.
Dedicated to: scammers who never stop trying stealing from others in one way or another – if you donβt have money, just stop shopping, donβt use othersβ to satisfy your impulsive buying, lazybones!
Missing
You
Is
Evolution of
Emotions
From joyful
To happy
To drawn
To sad
To desperate
To given up
To letting go.
The you
That
Youβ
β-
Missing youβ π£
A gift, Beloved,
From hands with a heart tested
Through time to well shineβ
β-
Giving is one of human nature that can fade away if the hands and the heart are let be corroded by calculation and distrust.
Itβs a gift to have hands loaded with loving and caring heart or heart equipped with loving and caring hands with very little if not any calculation and distrust. Train yourself, dear self to be generous. Just donβt get trapped by scammers who never stop trying to leak tanks. π
Alfatihah.

Whatβs behind the hills?
A secretβ that will greet you
If you keep riding.
β-
Letβs go biking! π΄π»ββοΈ

A gate, Beloved,
Before a flight through the stairs
Before the next gateβ
β-
β©

Never miss a step
Taken to reach the last point.
Just enjoy. And joyβ
ββ
Enjoy todayβs experimental bread. Not the best but truly an enjoyable process. Should have been only one potato
Fasting is always about hunger, thirst and on hold of many things. But itβs worth doing, its breaking is worth waiting.
May all beings be happy.
π£








Lifeβs misunderstood
As blurred when eyes are cloudy.
Beauty is constant
Not to the eyes. To the heart
Itβs a bunch of whatβs biutyful.
ββ
Observing the observerβ
Let them misunderstand whatever about your own self as a secret is a secret that will remain mystery to those sleeping or cloudy eyes. If bright eyes can be tricked with a sheet of A4, what will a block of wall do to those cloudy?
Life is biutyful.
Hari Kartini ki mesthi dadi dina paling dieling-eling marang bocah-bocah wedok jamanku ning Indonesia. Ngapa? Merga saben Hari Kartini bocah-bocah wedok jamanku paling ora pisan pindho nate bayakan (nganggo kebaya), jarikan, gelungan, sing wong tuwane nduwe ragat ya macak ning salon barang. Sing wong tuwane dhompete kandel ya anake ayu moblong-moblong. Sing sederhana ya wis biasa ae, ketok wedhakan, bengesan, jungkasan mening wis lumayan mbois.
Ning maknane Hari Kartini ki kok ora pati mancep lan nilas ning ati lan jiwane bocah-bocah ya? Nek diarani tokoh emansipasi wanita Indonesia, apa iya bocah-bocah sing jarikan macak nganti ayune uleng-ulengan ki paham maksude apa? Kok nganti saiki wong-wong wedok ijik akeh sing didiskriminasi kaya jamane Ibu Kartini.
Apa cukup carane memperingati Hari Kartini ki nyang sekolah utawa kantor nganggo klambi daerah mblenger ditutuli benges, sedow lan celak ben ketok medoki?
Sakjane ya kudune rada jeru ya masiya nek isane ngono ya wis ben ngono sik. Ning muga-muga ae bocah-bocah wedok Indonesia ora mandheg maknani Hari Kartini mung dadi tetenger wiyose Ibu Kartini, tapi luwih meneh maknani laire rasa setara, dudu kompetisi antarane lanang lan wedok, rasa melengkapi antarane lanang karo wedok ana ing urip iki, ora balapan, ora royokan.
Alhamdulillah wis enek Hari Kartini. Paling ora enek sing ngelingne lek wedok ki kudu piye lan isa piye. β wedok ki ora mung sumur, kasur, dapur tapi ya oleh tandur, tutur, ngatur barang. Wis piye?
Sugeng ambal warsa, RA Kartini.
Selamat Hari Kartini, para perempuan Indonesia. Youβre well respected whoever, wherever, whenever you are, no matter what. ππΌ
Perfect, Beloved
Indication of moments,
Not about othersβ
ββ-
I thought there was perfection but then life showed me that the only thing truly modified by the word perfect is time or in some situation called moment. Other than those two creatures are never essentially perfect, they are perfect through some agreed points of view.
When it is over, it is perfectly done – time is up. When it is cut, it is perfectly completed – time is up.
And I accept a βtime is upβ sincerely or forcefully. A let go. A move on. A celebration. A moment to remember. A memory to save.
Oh lifeβ¦. A set of perfect moments you are!
Thank you!

Singapore – Apr. 19, 2022 / 21:03
Good life, Beloved
Surrounded by them most loved
In green serene airβ
β-
I like to tell some colleagues that Iβll be the host for our reunion dinner in my home 15 years from now. It must be a good time to talk about how weβre doing what weβre doing.
Though not soon, βm looking forward to a long life to make it happen.
See you in a green serene garden, fellas! π₯³

Temasek – Apr. 19, 2022 / 19:33
Itβs silence
Filling the air,
Expanding time that kills
With infinity and mystery.
This strand has threaded millions of pearls of breathing taken one by one.
This is also a ribbon that goes miles and miles scripted with memories loaded with emotions.
There is one last pearl and there is a period. Only time knows at which pointβ
Only flowers can fill the gap while waiting.
They are food and garnish at the same time,
Bride and groom,
Prayer and curse,
Bright and pale,
Symbolised and clarity,
Birth and death,
Duality in one bouquet.
This lounge feels alive
With the flower arrangement sitting at the corner,
Silently
Accompanying everyone
Waiting to depart.
ββββ
Life is forever, crossing one bridge to another. Alfatihah.

Temasek – Apr. 18, 2022 / 20:14
Away from real life
In real life: watching movieβ
One perfect weekend!
ββ
Good movie is not always that with good cinematography quality, to me good movie is one released and on when there are many to run away from for some time in real life. Sitting in a huge space among those we donβt know feels like a freedom with responsible limit: we enjoy ourselves and try our best not to disturb others who are enjoying the same thing with us in different way β some people scream watching some scenes, I simply close eyes and block ears; some giggle, I laugh loudly; others eat and drink, I enjoy Fishermanβs Friend, and so on, and so forth.
Life is full of blessings if we can see it from the right point of view.
Salaam.

Temasek – Apr. 17, 2022 / 21:15
Hi, little bird. Befriend with your wings which look weak but bring you freedom. Befriend with your feet which look twiggy but hold you balanced. Befriend with your feathers which look light but give you warmth. Befriend with your eyes which look dark but show you pixels others canβt enjoy. Befriend with your tiny beak to sing only happy songs because sad songs are only for you when youβre with a trusted circle β hush! Untrusted flock will spill your sad stories everywhere to make themselves happy and feel important, and that will make you even sadder. Sing, perch, fly and enjoy your life responsibly freely.
Look, little bird. The sun shines brightly giving hopes to the heliotropic, while the air is yours through its pressurising differently every moment you move. Enjoy every second that you can capture, no matter what. Sing!
βIβm little bird, oh little bird in a short pretty life. Iβm little bird, oh little bird in a realm of colours. Iβm little bird, oh little bird, oh me.β πͺΆ
Have a wonderful weekend!
Salaam.

Singapore – Apr. 16, 2022 / 21:47
I feel home here now.
Yet I miss home somewhere there
Where friendship is near.
ββ
Canβt wait to be home for a short whileβ¦. π
Woven coloured threads
Build a spread of table cloth,
Freshening guestsβ eyes.
ββ-
While white is the most beautiful colour, bright colours are good choices to brighten most days!
Welcome, tired eyes to a realm of colours.
Salaam.

Singapore – Apr. 14, 2022 / 21:00
Itβs dark, Beloved,
Iβm afraid. Where should I go?
Walk through the shushed wind.
ββββ
One wise teacher said,βYour path might be dark and you canβt see anything but donβt worry, my child as the hearing works without the light.
Listen. Listen carefullyβ.

Singapore – Apr. 13, 2022 / 21:22
When the evil giant is in danger,
What will he do?
I see the giant beats the air like a storm.
The giant kicks the trees blindly.
The giant screams on the top pitch with anger.
The giant pushes down all fences around him and stomps on everything and everyone on his way.
The giant rages wildly forgetting the land isnβt only flat plateau.
Hidden canyons can put things to an end.
Hey, evil giant!
Why donβt you open your eyes?
No one steals your food. Itβs you having stolen their food and now theyβre taking it back from you!
And open your eyes!
A deep dark canyon full with poisonous snakes, sharp dagger-like thorns and hungry fire ants is far more dangerous than the bear, tiger or T-Rex. With those creepy crawly you simply donβt see them coming.
Hey, evil giant!
Youβve created too many broken hearts and broken hopes.
Youβve torn apart many other creaturesβ pride and property.
If you donβt stop,
See whatβs coming.
The evil giant doesnβt listen.
Thereβs something about his pride nobody can understand.
Thereβs something about his greed nobody can accept.
He still walks in rage, this time with hidden fear and shame.
He knows heβs going to fall but he denies any fact to it.
I know heβs going to fall.
Soon.
Very very soon.
βββ
God rescue and protect the weak, the ill-treated, the oppressed from the oppressors.
War? Yes it is also about war; but not only that. It is about those who are the victim of any kind of oppression, harassment, abuse, discrimination.
Alfatihah β£οΈ

Singapore – Apr. 13, 2022 / 20:00
You have to believe
Nature lives with you, ruling
Games in which you are.
See colours. Watch shapes. Seasons,
Patterns count the scores to make.
Fruits rot. Flowers sere.
Leaves fall. Trunks topple. Roots die.
This plant is a name
In encyclopaedia,
Memory of its climbers.
ββ-
This body has expiry date. Iβm seeing it deteriorates in time. What will be something of me left behind?
Temasek, Ramadhan 11 / 5:55am

A tree was a seed
Nurtured through time. Some is missed,
Killed before sprouting.
ββββββ
I had some conversation about friendship with a friend. She said she just experienced an underestimation. I said to her that it is not a new thing, people like us should befriend with it; that underestimation will never negatively affect her if she does two things, one of which is staying calm.
In many cases underestimation is like manure thrown on to soil, looking and smelling bad but triggering growth of natural fertilisers. What happens next is predictable: what wonβt grow beautifully? Just know that with the growth of flowery plants, annoying weeds will also be around.
Donβt let othersβ negative actions ruin your good characters, my friend. Iβm here silently always a friend.
Then at the end of the convo she asked me βWhy you never reply my comments in Instagram?β Bloody hell! π₯Έ

Picture from: https://gardenersyards.com
I want to not eat
But get full. My palate says
βGo talk to the wallβ.
βββββββββββββββββ
My palate is greedy yet very loving and worth loving. It tells me to eat more tasty food although Iβm not hungry. In Ramadhan it whispers to me, coaxing me to βcollect good-looking foodβ on the day to reward my good deed through breakfast (ifthar). Damn good influencer!
Dear, Ms Palate. At least please support my weight loss program. π

Those of men, women and children who are weak, ill-treated and oppressed be rescued and protected from the oppressors. Amen.
βββββ
I see many curse one specific invasion, raise the flag and upload country symbol to take side of the one whom they consider the weak; however, they ignore the bigger part of those invaded by another giant who has invaded way more places for so many years.
I donβt blame them cursing and taking side, understanding that for some people life is about losing, winning and guarding pride. Just that that type of people should be βexcuse meβ considered intelligent-but-ignorant. Intelligence is the highest pride of that type of people, yet they miss the point that βexcuse meβ ignorance is the root of all evil.
Once I heard one of my teacher talked about βhistory of fartβ in which this old wise man talked about a person farting and blamed and cursed and laughed at without everyoneβs thinking over what chains of events have preceded the fart: what the person eats, why one eats it, when one eats it, who gives that food to one, and so on and so forthβ¦.
But yeah, who wants to think about fart? Almost no one! Maybe only that particular teacher did then he reminded all of his students to be careful not to judge from whatβs readily accessibly sensible only. There is history to be considered. In fact, history is very complex that many people claiming to be historians have missed the true points. Why? Because they are attached to history written one-sidedly, while missing other sides which are almost always forgotten or the least accessible, buried with the death of the weak and the holders of the next generation.
Alfatihah for the weak everywhere you are. π¦

What Iβve learnt from Japanese classes? Well, at least I have vocabulary of what sounds animals make.
Letβs sing with Nono Chan π₯°
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